A drop of tears

It's very difficult to say it out loud

It's very difficult to say it in front of people who makes you suffer

Coz I'm too afraid of what they might feel

Coz I'm afraid to hurt their feelings

You know what?

Bcoz of you, I'm being sarcastic

I always think about your sensitivity

But you never think about mine

And bcoz of that, I hurt myself for many times

I feel like there is blood dropping from my heart

It really hurts

I'm afraid that this feeling will turn into hatred

But I don't want it to happen

I want to purify my heart

and try to remember all the good things you've done for me

But, I can't bear the pain anymore

You always ask me to do this and this

So many times

I feel that I'm a robot

Waiting for an instruction to carry out the job

I'm really tired

and I don't want to do this anymore

and suddenly, I feel like I want to

Please, don't do this anymore